EFFiNG GAY

allyourdreams @ 2005-07-02T19:38:00

2005-07-03T03:01:40Z

A THOUSAND FUCKING TEARS.

THAT WAS THE NAME OF SOME GIRLS POEM THAT I JUST RECENTLY FOUND IN MY 9TH GRADE HISTORY NOTEBOOK. WOW. I NEVER EVEN KNEW THAT I HAD ALL THESE THINGS THAT I KEPT FROM BACK IN THE DAYS. ITS PRETTY WEIRD WHEN YOU FIND OLD NOTEBOOKS AND STUFF AND YOU FIND ALL THESE DOODLES AND NOTES FROM FRIENDS THAT YOU THOUGHT WERE LONG LOST GONE.... SO I WENT THROUGH ALL MY OLD CRAPPY NOTEBOOKS FROM LIKE 7TH GRADE!!! HOLY FUGGDE. I FOUND SO MANY NOTES AND JUST MAKES ME REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS. WHICH BRINGS ME TO THIS ONE NOTE.... WHICH GIVES ME THE IDEA OF A POEM....

ISNT IT STRANGE JUST HOW MUCH PEOPLE CHANGE?
IN A MATTER OF DAYS IN SO MANY WAYS.
ITS SO HARD TO REALIZE THAT TIME FLIES IN OUR EYES
AND WE ALL SIT AND STARE LIKE WE JUST DONT CARE.
BUT REALITY HITS AND IT TEARS US TO BITS
CAUSE WE KNOW THAT WE CARE AND ITS JUST NOT FAIR.
TRANSFORMING TO BEASTS AND TIME WILL NOT SEIZE
BUT ALL WE CAN DO IS TURN ON THE NEWS AND BE CONFUSED
OF THE CHANGE IN THIS PLACE.

ITS NO SURPRISE WHY WERE ALL IN DISGUISE,
CANT AFFORD TO BE DIFFERENT ELSE YOULL END UP LIKE DOGS.
SO WE WHIMPER AND BEG TO BE FED TO BE LOVED,
BUT THE FOOD IS ABUSED AND NO USE ALL BECAUSE,
THE MAJORITY OF SOCIETY FEEL THE NEED TO COMPETE
AGAINST ALL ODDS, ON THE SPOT, ALL BECAUSE,
WE FEEL LIKE WE NEED TO SUCCEED BY THE CHANGE
BUT THE GLAMOUR THAT SHIMMERS WILL SOON FADE AWAY.

PEOPLE CHANGE AND ERASE THEIR OWN FACE
JUST TO RUN IN THE RACE AND HAVE A TASTE
OF THE WORLD WHERE EVERYTHINGS THE SAME
BUT IN THE END IT BRINGS SHAME AND HONESTLY LAME.
BUT WHAT ARE WE TO DO? WHAT CAN WE SAY?
WHO IS TO BLAME IN THIS GAME OF HATE?
WHO ARE THE ONES TO ARANGE THE CHANGE,
THERE WILL BE NOONE ELSE...
SO JUST BE YOURSELF.

allyourdreams @ 2005-06-27T18:19:00

2005-06-28T01:21:58Z

what a beautiful city!....

and next summer im going to go to the city of the future! ^____^

allyourdreams @ 2005-06-23T14:53:00

2005-06-23T22:01:47Z

YOU KNOW... THE WEIRDEST THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME O_o

THE OTHER DAY I WAS TAKING A WALK CUZ I FELT BLOATED AND JUNK.... SO I DID ... AND THEN THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPENS.... SOME RANDOM GUY APPROACHES ME AND WAS LIKE "HEY I KNOW YOU " ... AND IM LIKE " YOU DO? " CUZ I HAD NO IDEA WHO THE HELL HE WAS -_- SO I WAS LIKE " OH UMM WHATS YOUR NAME? " AND HES LIKE " JUST KIDDING I DONT KNOW YOU! " AND THEN HE JUST WALKS AWAY... O_o............. REALLY NOW. THATS RANDOM ... OKAY THAT WASNT IT... SO I TAKE A WALK TO ALBERTSONS *GROCERY STORE* AND I SEE SOMETHING SHINING ON THE GROUND..... IT HAPPENS TO BE A SILVER CHAIN. VERY SHINY AND LOOKS NEW! SO I PICK IT UP AND WHATEVERS AND YEAH... BLAH DEE DAH! THE CHAIN LOOKED HELLA EXPENSIVE TOO1 SO IM GONNA SEE IF ITS REAL SILVER OR WHATEVER! HEHE ^_^ OKAY BLAH DEE DAH IM WALKING TO ALBERTSONS... SAME GUY COMES AGAIN! THIS TIME THERES THIS REALLY SHORT ASIAN GIRL WITH HIM.. ABOUT MY AGE THO.... AND HES LIKE " HEY THIS IS LING WYU " OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.. O_o.. " BE HER FRIEND " ... WTHELL??? HAHAHA SOOOOOOOOOOOOO RANDOM! I MEAN... IS THAT NOT RANDOM??!?! WEIRDEST THING EVER... THEN THEY KEPT FOLLOWING ME.. THE ASIAN GIRL NEVER TALKED... THEY JUST FOLLOWED ME. IT WAS SCARY. THE END. =.= OH AND I JUST BOUGHT A TRACK JACKET FROM HOLLISTER.... YEAH OKAY IM NOT A PREPPY ASS BIOTCH BUT I THINK H OLLISTERS CLOTHING IS DECENT! OH NO... IM TURNING INTO A GIRL... NOoOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WELL THATS OKAY... MY FAVORITE STORE IS STILL PACSUN PUWAHAHAHA SKATER CLOTHING PRIDE NUKKA~

YUP SOME RANDOM STUFF I JUST MADE :D

*SIGH* THATS hyori... shes like Jessica Alba/J.Lo of kpop! and has a nice ass body... and isnt AS plastic as MOST of the korean singers and shit. YES..... just a little more push ups and ill be just like HER... hahah. foolish dreams...... -_-;;